Reading The Last Jedi novelization is both pleasure and absolute TORTURE! I am in deep emotional pain because I have no idea what’s going to happen to Ben, and it keeps making it sound like he’s totally resigned himself to the dark side. I just don’t get it, and I really don’t want to put myself through this right now, but I have to because I’m writing a reylo-themed paper for a mythology class. Does anyone else get how I’m feeling? Please hit me up if you do, because I’m beginning to realize that the deep depression I felt after first seeing the movie is coming back to haunt me.